i never knew it could be so difficult to forgot somebody you talked to just one year...i can't believe that i still remember how i huged him and how i cried when i found out tat he was leaving...then i was a fifth-grader and i didn't know what he ment to me...but now i know...i will never forget you,teach!

i never knew...

i never knew that your absence could cause me so much pain...i never knew my faithless could cause you so much hurts... i never knew my life would stop if i say goodbye to you,my prince...i never knew your humor could make me cry so hard...and i never knew that i would write these thoughts at midnight...

Hearing your voice killed me. It brought back the memories I wished to erase from my mind. Remembering how you would hold me the whole day. Whispered in my ear that I was your world. That I was everything to you. That losing me would kill you. Oh! God! I want to erase all that! All your words were all lies. Lies that gave me hope. I thought we were going to last forever. Thought that you would hold me tight and never letting go. Thought that "I love you" meant something to you. NO! I was so freaking wrong. Stupid to trust you. An idiot to flow my heart. Happiness it never came. Just sadness and raining tears. I don't know why hearing your voice killed me once again. I know in my mind and heart that I don't love you anymore. That I don"t want you to call. That I don"t want anything with you. But why! Why!? Does it hurt hearing those words. Hearing your soft voice once again.

I fell in love with lavish lips That whisked the world away Sailing by on pretty lies That fooled me everyday Lust, it fueled, passion's fire Burning all I knew Sinful lips took everything Leaving nothing true Came upon a humble man Who looked me in the eye Seemed to hang on every word Whispered in reply Coaxed me out into the world Stood there by my side When his lips brushed my skin I watched our souls collide Moments I had come to hold As love, they could not be Here and now, in this kiss Real love has come to me

Laying in your arms your breathing in my ear, This might sound strange there's nothing else i rather hear Your arms tight around me im drifting off to sleep, And god forbid if you leave this memory ill always keep, You whisper that you love me and how you've never felt this way, i wish that time would stop so this moment would never go away It's odd how something so small could make you feel so whole, How one person's time could touch your heart and soul, So if your asking where i wanna go there's no place i rather be, Then wrapped up under your arms under the blankets, watching tv:)